Balance

Sporadic thoughts and inspiration.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

what to do?

Today was a stressful day. I'm trying to figure out what to do next, given that my traineeship is over in two days.

Options might include:
1) Another traineeship in Argentina with either El Arca or Ayamarta, both six months in duration.
2) traineeship in another country, perhaps Romania?
3) Contact Chile Internship
4) CDA internship in Chile
5) study Spanish and return to NY.
6) Other.

There are more profound questions at work here. Do I want to focus on something to benefit me more personally or professionally. Do I want to stay in Latin America? How will I fund this all?

So many questions with no clear answers.

Monday, January 15, 2007

The “Oh Shit" period 2.0

About a week before I left for Colombia I went through the Oh Shit period of there is about to be a big change in my life and in terms of short term planning, I am no where near ready for it. Today marks the beginning of my last week as a trainee in Bogotá. There is so much to do during this week in terms of work and preparing for the next step.

My traineeship has been disappointing from a professional stand point and in reality, I can point fingers all I want, but there is only one person I can truly blame and that’s me. Adjusting was a huge process and in fact I think it just ended a few weeks ago, however, I haven’t been able to transition into action. Perhaps it’s because whatever action I take will be short-lived. Perhaps, this environment was not right for me. Or perhaps a million and one things. I want to retire to the beautiful beach of Tayrona to reflect on all of these questions.

The Oh shit is what comes next. Confirmed plans are to chill with Syd-vicious in Quito for a few days. I have goals of then traveling to Machu Pichu and I am really interested in spending a few weeks in Bolivia and at least that long in Argentina. It looks as if my corporate experience will not be realized this time around and I’m not sure when this will happen. Maybe summer 2008? Plans must be made some how, but I have never been the long-term planning kind of guy.

Just trying to take it one day at a time and live every last moment here to the fullest.

In other news, my new digital camera arrives on Wednesday. Can’t wait to have a more visually interactive blog and to record my travels and experiences for all to see and for memory’s sake.

Friday, January 12, 2007

It's been a long time since i left you without a dope beat to step to

Wow, I have not blogged in forever it seems. Well a great deal has occurred in my life in the past two weeks. I am quite comfortable in my life here now in Colombia. Good friends, ever so slightly improving job, better control of the language, and amazing weekend travel opportunities. It's too bad it will all come to an end in about two working weeks. The rug will be pulled right out from under me in no time and I don't think I’m prepared.


The tentative plan is to go to the Coast for a week or two, catch the pre-festivals for the Barranquilla carnival, chill out in Tayrona National Park, and see the enchanting colonial city of Cartagena before heading off to Ecuador, Peru, and Bolivia to discover the rest of the continent.

On another note, last weekend I was in Manizales for an AIESEC event. Foreigners from 15 countries gathered for a global village sponsored by the mayor’s office, in honor of the feria. Sarah and I decided to get a bit more creative this time around and rather than coming with the traditional cheese in a can and plastic-like twizzlers, we made wings.

Unfortunately these wings turned out to be mostly butter due to the inability of Colombian people to handle any level of spice, but wings were made nonetheless. Oreos, peanut butter, and imported apples were also amongst the items consumed that day. Luckily we were the second to last stall, so everyone was tired and full by the time they showed up to our stand. This made for minimal chit chat that always seems to turn sour about 15% of the time in my global village experience.

Other notes of the weekend were chiva rides, seeing the Torros (bullfight), and riding to Manizales on the worst "bus" (was more van-like) in Colombia. I swear I almost murdered someone's grandmother that night because this lady kept pushing me with her purse while I was trying to sleep.
More Cool Stuff:

At the beginning of my traineeship I was more than concerned about the state of AIESEC US coming off a difficult IC. I was eager to see who would step up and take a leadership role to push the organization forward. I was scarcely expecting 2-5 people to lead as has happened in the past. Judging by what I have heard and by WSC photos, everyone stepped up to the challenge. I am very proud to be in AIESEC US, mostly for what people cannot perceive from the outside, and I am so proud to be affiliated with everyone who worked so hard this semester to really put ideas into action. The stage is set and there are a few wrinkles to be figured out before it's time to spin the ole fly-wheel. The coolest part is that I don't feel needed, both locally and nationally. I honestly think that should be the goal of any leader in AIESEC. To think long term and to find people who will do the job better than you could ever do or imagine.

I can't wait to hear about what happens next semester, when I get back, most likely ;).

To everyone, happy New Year and good luck with next semester in all areas.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Alcance Basket


Alcance Basket
Originally uploaded by artiman133.

Cali


Todos
Originally uploaded by artiman133.
Cali for new years was absolutely amazing. I could not have asked for much more and thanks so much to all who made it so special!